Sunday, December 19, 2010

I need a little freedom

As i sit here thinking to myself where it is that going wrong, I had a giant thought.... Im not doing anything wrong. I have done everything right from the start. The one place i went wrong was blaming myself for your wrong doing. I am everything that a guy would need in his life to make him happy. Why couldnt you see that? There are so many of you that have left your mark on me for the future. I refuse to let you win.


I need freedom from lies
I need freedom from myself 
I need freedom out side of my mind
I am holding on to a past that wants no part of my future 
I need freedom from the the tears that are cried over spilled milk
I need freedom to be all i can be with no holding back. 
I need freedom to love and not be afraid to be loved back.
Why is it love is the hardest obstacle to over come?
I am made from love and love should make me
I need freedom from this icy heart that hides behind a beautiful independent woman name 
Raven.