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Everything

Everyone looks at me and thinks i am perfect, my smile my attitude my talents. They think i've got it all. I dont have it all i have nothing but my family and my soul.I was blessed with every talent i have. They werent just handed to me on a silver platter like some people think they were. I had to work hard for everything i have ever gotten. 
I wish someone wld look at me and know that everything i do is a cry for help. I dont have it together my mind is very complex. I cant seem to just keep myself satisfied. I always want more and even then more is never enough for me to have. More more more. Thats all i think of. I think of more things i can achieve. The problem is more becomes my life. I cant seem to finish what im doing now cause im bored with everything!! My life seems boring to me, nothing seems to change. I just seem to add stuff to worry about to my plate instead of finishing what im dong. Its not like i asked for everything thats going on right now nad  nor wld i give it up, but i do wish things wld slow down or speed up instead of staying the same. I cant handle everyone counting on me cause im afraid i might fail.