There will never be peace

When your little no one tells you that life gets harder. No one  tells you that friends and loved ones wont always be around. No one explains that we all walk around with expiration dates tattooed on our hearts. I dont want someone to hold my hand, but i wld like things to calm down. Id rather die then have to live in this crappy world full of pain and hurt.I dont understand why ppl are so afraid of dying. Silence, stillness of darkness. The feeling of no more hurt and disappointment makes death seem like the most peaceful place on earth.How can you tell me im wrong when you've never tried it. I hear praying to a god you've never seen is bad for you cause then you begin to think he is going to cure everything for you..... I dont knock anyones religion, but what i dont like is that ppl think there is only one way to live your life... To be continued.