The man on the video, is the man i love. I sit here wondering what he is thinking about... He is usally thinking about me and vice versa. Is it weird to not want to go to sleep cuss you dont want to miss that person face? I wish every moment of my day was spent with him......His touch is electricity. The heat and electricity is enough to power a whole city. I love him and everything about him. It has only been two weeks and i already have given my heart away to him and i pray to the god i have shown little faith to over the past years, that i have given it away for the last time. I wld give my life if it meant he cld be mine.... Some how i feel like thats what love is. This, what me and him have, is amazing. One day i didnt know him and the next i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.
How can that be? How can someone come out of nowhere and knock me off my feet?! I am the worst at love..... I have been told over and over again that i am an unlovable girl.... Apprently someone was horribly wrong.This man loves me and my career choice, he is crazy about me. And i am nuts about him. there isnt anything the world i want more than to be his forever, there isnt a question in my mind and heart that he is the one. the guy i want to spend the rest of my life with, At first i was worried about him hurting, and worried that i was to bad for him. He thinks im perfect but i am far from it... very far from it... But he is addicting..he is my own brand of heroin and i am hooked. I dont ever want to stop loving him or being his.
When me and him are together its as if the world stops and allows us to love each other in every way. The passion that happens when we are in the same room is enough to ignite a forest fire. Its beyond magic to me and all of it makes me happier than heck.
