hmmm a bit scattered id have to say

   Im happy in my world of pink and rainbow colors. They allow me to not think about hate and sadness that waits for people in reality. My world is my home and it allows me to think and love as i please. When i settle back into the real world, i have to worry about all the feelings like love, pain, hurt, and among many things life. My problem is that i have a tendency to worry about everything at once. How do people feel one emotion at a time?
   I want to.... Im not sure what it is that i want. Everything i think i want i work for and in the end when i get it, sometimes it does not seem worth it. People use to say god rewards those who work hard.....God.. well i have worked twice as hard as my siblings and still its not good enough. This life and its emotions are to much for me, my heart is unique and like a fairy i only have room for one emotion at a time.