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Sunday, March 13, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Everything
Everyone looks at me and thinks i am perfect, my smile my attitude my talents. They think i've got it all. I dont have it all i have nothing but my family and my soul.I was blessed with every talent i have. They werent just handed to me on a silver platter like some people think they were. I had to work hard for everything i have ever gotten.
I wish someone wld look at me and know that everything i do is a cry for help. I dont have it together my mind is very complex. I cant seem to just keep myself satisfied. I always want more and even then more is never enough for me to have. More more more. Thats all i think of. I think of more things i can achieve. The problem is more becomes my life. I cant seem to finish what im doing now cause im bored with everything!! My life seems boring to me, nothing seems to change. I just seem to add stuff to worry about to my plate instead of finishing what im dong. Its not like i asked for everything thats going on right now nad nor wld i give it up, but i do wish things wld slow down or speed up instead of staying the same. I cant handle everyone counting on me cause im afraid i might fail.
I wish someone wld look at me and know that everything i do is a cry for help. I dont have it together my mind is very complex. I cant seem to just keep myself satisfied. I always want more and even then more is never enough for me to have. More more more. Thats all i think of. I think of more things i can achieve. The problem is more becomes my life. I cant seem to finish what im doing now cause im bored with everything!! My life seems boring to me, nothing seems to change. I just seem to add stuff to worry about to my plate instead of finishing what im dong. Its not like i asked for everything thats going on right now nad nor wld i give it up, but i do wish things wld slow down or speed up instead of staying the same. I cant handle everyone counting on me cause im afraid i might fail.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
I need a little freedom
As i sit here thinking to myself where it is that going wrong, I had a giant thought.... Im not doing anything wrong. I have done everything right from the start. The one place i went wrong was blaming myself for your wrong doing. I am everything that a guy would need in his life to make him happy. Why couldnt you see that? There are so many of you that have left your mark on me for the future. I refuse to let you win.
I need freedom from lies
I need freedom from myself
I need freedom out side of my mind
I am holding on to a past that wants no part of my future
I need freedom from the the tears that are cried over spilled milk
I need freedom to be all i can be with no holding back.
I need freedom to love and not be afraid to be loved back.
Why is it love is the hardest obstacle to over come?
I am made from love and love should make me
I need freedom from this icy heart that hides behind a beautiful independent woman name
Raven.
I need freedom from lies
I need freedom from myself
I need freedom out side of my mind
I am holding on to a past that wants no part of my future
I need freedom from the the tears that are cried over spilled milk
I need freedom to be all i can be with no holding back.
I need freedom to love and not be afraid to be loved back.
Why is it love is the hardest obstacle to over come?
I am made from love and love should make me
I need freedom from this icy heart that hides behind a beautiful independent woman name
Raven.
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