Yes i know im a hypocrite
unfortunatly Ill lie and telll you what you want to hear
so you wont feel bad or get hurt
Ill tell you it means nothing and you'll sigh with relief
Fortunatly for you, I taught myself how to espress
these feelings i have in a new and different way
Hate use to be one way, now that the word forgivness
has made its way back into my vocab I can pick apart my thoughts
and choose which are worth exposing
Its amazing how a person can grow to not need anything to do with someone
Do you understand the want of the little girl?
I grew up after you... I watched all the mistakes made
I'm rambling on about random ish, when the only thing that makes since outta
all of this is you....
The fun, strange excitement you bring to me and my crazy boring life
With in reason I am willing to put the pain and love aside and be the one thing i only ever wanted
which was to be your friend... A friend you can always count on
But it will not change the love i loved the most
I will learn what i need to but it will take time away form you.... Four years if hate didnt do shit!!!
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