Ive said it many times before so ill say it a couple more times. NO one and i repeat NO ONE told me how much pain life would cause along with living. I understand everyone has their own battles to fight but why do some have to endure physical and mental pain along with living? Why is it necessary for those who are good to suffer so much ? I dont know how to deal with all the dr visits and pain and procedures. My biggest fear is that all this will turn into cancer and I dont think as a person i want ti gi through that. Im not even sure i cant handle that. Today i had to go through a procedure to where it felt like someone was holding a light up against my skin for 48 seconds. Over and over and over and over. I had no idea what the procedure would feel like, but i am glad i didnt prepare myself for something better... I wish the world wasnt filled with horrible viruses and i wish people knew to get checked so they didnt give to someone else. Its the right thing to do. Knowing the pain of waht others have to go through and only being 22 while someone who is 16 or 11 or a baby has to go through something worse, makes me weep for those who suffer and are helpless against it.
World i am so sorry for the pain you have to go through and i dont know who is the cause behind it, but i am sorry for it all. You do not have to accept what is happening to you, if it was done to you then you wont accept it for a while, but i am still sorry it is happening to you and know that one day i will help you all in any kind of way i can.
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