The Dr Visit

Well you know that feeling where you feel like your life is a horrible mess and you have no idea how to fix it? Well thats how my life has been for the past two years due to men, love, school, music and my health. I remember a time when I thought things couldnt get worse and then they did, but i was always expecting things to be bad. I wasnt look for the bright side of anything. I just figured the high powered person up in heaven was picking on me for some strange reason. I see why i had to endure so much pain. I dont think it was fair but once the hard part was over... It made me stronger and it helped me figure out what and who i want to me. The Dr visit today went good, i dont know what i would do if it went bad i would have to buy a bottle of wine or something lol