Being in love with Anger

It took me years to figure out that i am in love with the most hostile men ever and that is because i am in love with danger and its sexy best friend anger. I love looking at men and knowing that have that wild dangerous side. I love to know that anything can happen and to be prepared for the worse. I figured that out when i fell in love with Bane while watch the dark knight rises this past weekend. I have a horrible temper, one i have learned to hide from people. I am finding that the more i hide it the more attracted i am anger in other men....Now that i have figured that out, as of today i accept full responsibility for the pain or so called heart break i though other men had caused me. I look at the crap that was done to me and i can honestly say that at one point i thought about doing the same horrible things, but i didnt because of my conscience! That darn thing that keeps me in check allllll thhheeee DAMN time. I have to start wanting better men in order to attract better men and not only that, i have to come to terms with the bad side of me and fix it.