I am learning not to hold on to problems that have happened in the past. When I did I was constantly stressing and unhappy, and then the depression hit me. When I became depressed I got to the point of were i found it impossible for life to be enjoyed and worth living. Honestly I didnt know what to do with myself. School felt like hell, family problems seemed at their peek and well my health seemed to never get better. All those things seemed like hell on earth because i allowed them to. I let myself be vulnerable to all the bad, little crazy things that my life seems to have in it. No more! I am done being that old unhappy female. I miss the days were I laughed and smiled all day and when the bad things happened I took care of them and then that was that. That is what im going to go back to ! I will be positive and happy that way i attract positive and happy people. I seem to think that i have a beautiful soul and heart and I want to share it with the world with out wonder what bad could happen from it.
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