Lately I have not been getting any sleep and i dont know why. I toss abnd turn andcant seem to get comfortale. I notice that I am not able relax much because my brain is thinking about everything . I cant seem to quiet my mind or its thoughts and that is causeing me to be restless. I need to learn howto relax just like i learned to deal with stress and over coming my prolems and not taking on other peoples problems. I cant even begin to tell you how difficult that was for me.
On the other hand my joshua has been great. We communicate so welll it amazes me at how much he changed. I keep thinking to myself that it was for me, but then i hope it wasnt because he has become the man i want to spend my life with. I am his everything and he puts me before him all the time and his will to make things work just amazes me.
How can so much good happen to me when the pain is all that i thought i wld ever feel?
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