So lately I have been having to make a lot of decisions for me and my education. Although I know I made all the right decisions for me and that disappointed a lot of people. But the problem is that those people only needed me and my talents to make them look good. They most definitely are not looking out for my future and I had to do the things I needed to do instead of the things I wanted to do. Sure it was a hard and I know its something I will momentarily be upset about but in the long run I will find out that it was the right thing to do. I dont think I should have to feel bad about making this choice for me when i have spent the last three years doing everything everyone asked of me and then some. For once I made a choice for myself and didnt allow anyone to sway my mind to what they wanted. Although I shouldnt feel bad and I do, but thats just in my nature and it that has got to stop because feeling guilty for this will weigh me down. Though all the guilt could be in my head and that as well has to stop.
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